41414 book: "The Living Ghost of the Slaughtered Lamb. The mystic sufferer's path out of self-crucifixion.." (a book of a truthfull self-exposing introvert

Show me in my triple soul body; 3-d density material body, spiritual light crystalline body, and then shadow self-soul with black subconscious skin (with red tears, white hair, and red blood)

The book for the fallen, the slain, the repressed, those sunken in depression, those sunken in shame, those sunken in the pain of ignorance... a voice for those who have succumb in their souls...

with my 3-d density self holding up a yellow smiley face mask( with eyes being X'd to symbolize the happy blind sheep) , and then my 3rd density self has the black rectangle hiding my bodies eyes...